It’s been exactly a week since I started to lôk at the mirror every morning.

Looking back, it was very interesting. In the past 4 days I have had 4 lucid dreams that I don’t have time to write yet. I’m planning to write about it today in order to summarise it. This week is a lot of work and I’m trying to catch up everyday.

Here’s my take on lôking at myself starting from day 1:

I’m a person who does not spend time looking a mirror. In fact I rarely looking at the mirror. Even when I’m brushing my teeth, I will walk around without looking at the mirror. Once a day, I will look at the mirror to blow dry my hair, but I realize that I didn’t really look at myself but rather look at the hair itself so when I started looking at myself I saw someone else. It was as if I’m looking at a stranger. My first day has gone like that, I’m looking at the mirror and I’m seeing someone else some complete, souless person.

Then the next day, I saw someone else, someone that is me. Someone that has a twinkle in her eyes, somebody has a soul and a life. So I guess that other day I was just simply tired or something.

Across the 6 days, I saw the dark side/ soul-less self 2 times. So I guess this shadow sometimes come up, so tired, so sad, so dark, so don’t care. Someone that is completely estranged to me.

There are still 15 days to go on this journey, and we’ll see what I’ll find out about myself