In the midst of my busy days and nights, I want to reserve 15 minutes to write down my thoughts in the past couple days. I haven’t been able to write down anything because every day I’m exhausted.

2 nights straight I dreamed of Camel, this morning was a really weird one. We met in a city name La haboda, it seems like not in this time. I can saw it was in the dessert area, like around 1500s. We were lovers and then still hung on each other so I visited his city. It was very strange vibe but we had a really good time, then it’s time to say good bye as things goes on. I opened my eyes when I was about to suggest if we can be back together.

I was really sad, I woke up really sad too. It took me about 5 minutes to be back in the reality and in this time zone.

I was thinking to myself what was the meaning behind this dream. I know that the only thing stay constant between dream and real life is emotions. If I’m sad in the dream, meaning I’m very sad outside as well.

Why 2 nights in a row with Camel? Why I’m so sad ? Have we been through this again and again through many lives?

The love story that is cursed to never have a happy ending, is it so?