I have been very busy, everyday is full with stuff from the moment I open my eyes till late night.

Tonight is the first night I am free, I received my I receive my electric bike yesterday and wemt out for a drive. It was beautiful and relaxing.

My ice cream shop which is expected to start tomorrow has a delayed, I will probably be able to start in 1 week time.

Me and my mother/ sister has fallen apart big time. Me and Camel also fall apart big time.

I asked to not keep contacting, and ask for his response. He said: em, we have nothing else to discuss, and we have already broken up.

It sounds a bit brutal to me, but I think it’s what I needed to hear. This person is not grown up emotionally enough to be able to commit, just like I was 4 years ago. I see myself in him, and I know it will not change unless the person want to change which in this case is not.

It’s sad and very difficult for me to accept it. It is because “the differences” that he talks about is all about imagination. Family, children, divorce… all of which I don’t even ask for 😅. I was just simply looking for a partner, and then we’ll see. I don’t know if I want to have a child with him, how can it be a problem?

4 years ago, it was right person, wrong timing. Today, perhaps it’s right timing, wrong person.

At this point in life, I need someone who’s more matured emotionally. I guess I’m tired.

Perhaps, I will need to go on dating again 🙂