I am addicted to thinking. There are many kind of addiction, and I have been wondering what I am addicted to, I just came up with it about 2 minutes ago. I am addicted to thinking.

I can’t stop thinking, that’s why I have this blog. My mind goes at light speed, and I’m addicted to it. Writing this blog is actually feeding into my addiction, and you know what, I love it :D.

Having been practicing writing for awhile, since I started writing 20 something letter to Camel with endless word, I realize my love of going through my thoughts and recording it. There are days that I got so busy and don’t find any time to write, I feel like my mind is going to burst out with thoughts. Thought that needs to be refined, and polished through talking/writing in order to make to 1 full piece of thought. In my mind these thoughts entangled to each other, by writing it out right now, I’m opening one thoughts out.

I’m a visual person, an extremely visual person. All of my thoughts are images, places and people. I have an excellent ability to walk into other people’s shoes, I can feel what they feel and understand from their point of view. I can’t stop my mind from doing it, nor do I want to stop it. I actually really love it, and I want to embrace this ability to its full potential.

I want to write about something this morning, ah I remember, I wanted to write about my very perfect defense mechanisms.

I have an excellent ability to work in extreme stressful situations.

(to be continued)