Saigon, 10/04/2021

I just had a meeting with my inner wisdom earlier. I haven’t really been able to step down to meet my inner wisdom with the clearest mind. Today, I got home early at 8 PM so I decided that it’s about time I can meet my inner wisdom.

The start is difficult, I guess it’s like writing, if we haven’t practiced for awhile, it gets hard. But if I worked on it, it will be smoother and better like the way my blog has been written.

It took 3 times for me to finally reach the basement in my head, to meet with my inner wisdom. I planned to have 3 question this time, about 3 men that more or less has something with me at the moment:

• Camel: my question was what’s the next step with this bond, my unconscious told me that you will love him forever. No matter how hard you try, tình yêu trong con là bất diệt, và sẽ theo con suốt cuộc đời này. Cũng giống như cái kiếp sống trước, mà có lần ông cho con coi rồi, khi mà Camel là một vị vua năm 435 TCN ở triều Hán, và lời thề sẽ còn gặp lại nhau ở nhiều kiếp sống nữa.
  I don’t want to believe this, I don’t want this to be true, just like when I was buying a pregnancy test on the way back home I was telling myself: ” This is not happening ! This is not happening to me!” .
• Anh Tú : This one is quite interesting, because he said he will give me support trying to reach my unconscious. I saw him “Giăng buồm lên khơi” là một ngư dân đánh cá. I don’t see me in this frame, so I search for more images, but I couldn’t see it. Perhaps we were in 1 person and not split into 2?
• Anh Khoa: I have been wondering about this a lot, how come this random person became so close with me. We met like once in a lifetime a long long time ago. And now we are closer so we have known each other for a life time. We were from a faraway galaxy. Our planet name is also “The Sun”, we are brothers a sisters. He’s my little sister, he looks so cute, blue, transparent and light. For some reason, we were deployed to Earth. We want to go back to our home land.

I mean this is crazy righttttt =)). All this is in my head, through a ritual deep meditation, each and every question asked was given with a very clear definite answer. Some with visuals. Even I found it crazy, all this crazy concept thing in my head.

I like it though, I like the idea, I like the concept of living many lives, I like that we are not limited to this very small place.