I passed out today, in the middle of the day. around 2PM, I suddenly feel cold and dark. I didn’t lose total consciousness but I feel like I can no longer walk, talk or do anything. So in the middle of the day in summer, I put on the jacket and lie down in the corner of the store. That’s so pathetic =)) . I wanted to go back to my hotel and lie down, but I cannot leave everyone here in this chaotic place. So I stayed put. Lying down in the corner waiting for my energy to go back up.

I passed out for about 30 minutes. About 1 hour later, magically, I woke up, and slowly felt better. I just had one thought in my mind, I want to go back and lie down. I’m tired, like the life in me has left me. I don’t know why and what happened. But I was really tired. I am tired now.

In the past 4 days, all I did is coming from the hotel’s room to the office and come back. We start at 8:00 in the morning and finish at 10:00 PM. All I did was ordering food from outside 🙂 . I didn’t even step foot outside of the alley. I was so consumed in the work and the rush.

It’s still very chaotic. The people in Ha Noi is not good. I need to work extra hard to teach and to make the operation runs.

I need to fly back at midnight tmr because I’m running out of stock. And I need to fly back to prepare for the next batch on Friday to send stuff out on Saturday. This is very tight schedule.

My topic of the day is suicide. But I’m really tired to express it now, I will write about it in the later post.