Heeloooooo,

I’m writing this blog in my bed, I decided that I will go to work late for 30 minutes in order to sum up what has been happening. It has been 5 stressful day. I’m so tired.

Remember I told you that 3 out of 6 times I have period and found that I have 2 tampons inside me because my mind simply is not with me. This time around, I forgot that I have period. I forgot to put tampon in the morning, then I went to work and put it on and completely forgot until it overflow. I didn’t even notice any body’s irritation, you know the swollen boobs, the stomach pain.

There’s an IT man who came to my office on June 2nd, on June 11th he tested positive for Covid. Thanh – my friend, who’s aslo the COO of Bliss is the one who talked with him has been poached into isolation center. When she got called, we were about to send stocks to Ha Noi, know what I did? I sent all the stocks in my fridge to Ha Noi because I was afraid we were gonna be shut down.

Thanh’s result was negative on Sunday night, I was walking on egg shells in the past 2 days. I’m not so sure what I should do, I’m preparing for the worst but at the same time my store front needs to operate as normal. That’s pretty stressful.

I’m losing track of time. Yesterday I experienced a new thing :D, I went to work and thought that I saw Thao at work but I could not find her anywhere. I thought she went somewhere so I waited.

Until I can’t so I called her: ” Thảo đang ở đâu vậy?”, “Đang ở nhà”, “Ủa ở nhà nào? Thảo lên đây xong quay về lại quân 7 hả? ”

Know what? Turn out She hasn’t left her place yet, the image that I saw her was yesterday. I’m mixing up all the details, dates and times doesn’t go with each other. My mind was just focusing on solving the problems.

This phenomenon is just so interesting because this is the first time I’ve experienced it. I’m mixing up dates, times and events with each other. It’s not the same as losing tracks of time, losing tracks of time is like it takes 5 days to finish this, but it went like a second. This one is like my brain just mixing up all the events crumble into each other. This also means that my brain is overwhelmed and overworked.

My body has been overworked, I know that. But this is the first time I’ve ever experience such thing where I’m confused with what’s happenning.

Camel kept appearing in my dream, yesterday morning the dream was so vivid and so real that I was also confused. In the dream, I invited him over to my house, we were having a cup of tea then we were sitting next to each other, the next scene is him lying on the bed with me. It was so real I can feel him kissing all over my body. We were discussing what would be like if we are to live with each other, and we were quite happy with it.

I was wondering, did he dream at the same time with me? Does he have the same dream? I mean at that moment, did his soul visit my soul in my bedroom?

I have a series of dream about Camel, it seems like him and I we were connected through many lives. I have never dreamed so much about a person like Camel, and all of it was so real, even the the physical touch feel so real and so right. When I walk out of the dream, I feel like it just happened.

Do you have the same dream as me, anh?